An addendum to the website http://www.wendylerman.com
We did it!! Josh Beckett you're my hero! I slept very well last night-thank you very much! I do have to mention that Coco Crisp needs to step it up. The player that disturbs me the most is Julio Lugo. Jacoby Ellsbury should have went in for him NOT Manny!! What are they thinking????? I think Dustin Pedroia is going to prove himself now, I believe he's ready and I am trying hard not to give up on him.
My gosh, why didn't they keep Tim Wakefield in to finish off the 5th inning last night? There were already 2 outs! I am willling to bet that Cleveland wouldn't have scored any more runs and then Lester could have started the 6th inning. I am panic stricken. Tomorrow night I may need to to take valium before the game. I barely slept a wink last night and it is affecting my mood in a big way.
The other morning I babbled about the regulation of my body temperature or should I say lack of. I got myself so worked up that instead of waiting to call the doctor when they opened, I pasted what I blogged about into an e-mail and sent it to him. He probably thinks I'm nuts, which I am (lol), but I don't care. He forwarded the e-mail to the oncology fellow who works with him and she called me later that day but of course I missed the call. Anyway, she called me the next day (yesterday) to tell me that they feel bad that I feel let down and not taken seriously. She booked me an appointment with my Neurologist and another Endocrinologist. I am already scheduled for my usual CT scan and to see my Oncologist at the beginning of December so hopefully I will have some answers by then. This may just be something that cannot be fixed but there are so many tests that have not been performed so until I exhaust those options I cannot settle for less. I'm the one who preaches that we know our bodies better than anyone and know when something is wrong. Trust your gut and don't give up. Every year I suffer and go through the same thing but I always give up once the spring hits because I can tolerate it much easier. It's a little funny how well the hockey and softball parents know me. They laugh at how bundled up I can get during practices and games! I know the answer, it's metabolic but I don't know enough apparently so I will begin a new venture and start my research.
Yep, fall is here and I feel...........COLD!! I just want to enjoy the brisk weather, not dread it. I am sick, sick, sick of this. It's too early in the season to suffer. What the *%@# is wrong with me? Not to mention that I've been up since 3:00 AM tossing and turning. Finally decided to get out of bed and am now sipping sleepy time tea and venting my feelings online.
Unfortunately I will be unable to attend some of the festivities at the re-union this weekend. A friend of mine lost her Mom yesterday and the funeral is on Saturday. I would have loved to join fellow band members as they marched from MHS to the stadium. Those memories are cherished. This is Peter's scheduled class re-union year so at least I will be there in the evening.