The one thing blocking me from fulfilling my purpose— to be
of service by utilizing my knowledge and sharing my wisdom— is the ability to
communicate effectively. I can’t even convey just how much I struggle with —
and I’m beginning to think there may be much more to— this than I originally
thought. I’m researching ways to overcome this by perhaps taking
classes with hope that practice and guidance will help me but I am now led to
believe that it’s more than a skill I can learn. I think my brain is the
problem and that I learn differently than the average person. Perhaps I have a
I stumbled on a forum where someone reached out to see if
there were others who struggle with this very thing and a few of the responses
hit the nail on the head:
“Having to verbalize
the visual images in my brain is a daunting task just by itself at times.
Sometimes I wish I could just take the images and telepathically send them to
other people. Would make my life a lot easier”
stop working when I start speaking”
"Sometimes my mind just goes blank in the middle of a
The more I read, the more I could relate. It brought me
comfort to know I was not alone in my struggle. I then discovered that the
forum I stumbled on was part of an Asperger’s network.
I have the inspiration, passion, ideas and various abilities
to help so many people yet the one ability I lack is the one I need the most.
Yes I know there is a reason for this and it’s all part of the process but
right now I’m stumped and confused. I need help.